Brian D Crum

    (1975 - 1999)

     Brian was a very special person, and I miss him horribly. I miss him with every breath I take, with every step I take. He was such a caring person, considering the horrid childhood he had. He was raised around drugs, so I guess that's why he took to them. He was never a heroin addict ( However I'm sure he was on the road to being one). I wish everyday that I could have taken his pain and made it my own, maybe then he wouldn't have found his happiness wrapped in tin foil. I cry almost everyday because I know he will never look at me and say " I love you baby", or "You're my baby girl" I know God has his plans, and I try not to be selfish, but it hurts so bad to wake up , go through a day, and go to bed at night without him. It hurts to see someone who has that certain walk, that walk I remember so well, and realize it's not him, and he's not going to grab me and ask me how my day was. I would give anything to erase the word heroin from the language, and never hear of another needless death again. I love you Brian, I thank God he sent me my angel, even if for only 3 short years. Someday I'll see your smile again, and feel your strong arms wrapped around me. Until then, I will love you every second, and thank you for all that you gave to me.......forever yours.............your babygirl,.................................................Melissa