Julie "Jewelz" Zeigler

(1979 - 2004)

    Girl we have been through hell and back.  We met in rehab and continued our friendship afterwards.  You have thought me so many things.  I miss you so much now that your not here to call and talk about our problems or to have a shoulder to cry on.  I can still remember the nights of sitting at the end of you and Wes's bed on the floor talking and getting high thinking that all the bad things people talk about would never happen to us. I know your little boys miss you as well as I do.  Even though we may have not lived our lives like most people we considered ourselves to be normal considering the upbringing we had. But we only have ourselves to blame. 

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our heart, and we are never, ever the same!


Jewelz~ I want you to know that I am clean now and trying harder then ever to get my life back on the right track.  Every time the thought of using crosses my mind I think of you and my other friends that have died because of heroin.  I will try and live my life to the fullest for you girl!  I love you and miss you so damn much and I wish you could be here.  I need you now more then ever!  xoxo